Thursday, June 27, 2013

GOD'S COVERING HAND OF GRACE...

Well, in a couple of weeks, it will be a year since Ron has died. This picture I posted, sums my life up kind of in a nutshell. GOD has shown me everyone of these statements to be true. When I didn't have it GOD had someone else to show it to me. GOD IS SO GOOD!! I do not deserve the mercy and the grace that he covers me and my family with on a daily and some days minute by minute basis.

O God,thou art my GOD;early will I seek thee:my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land,where no water is;
To see thy power and thy glory,so as I have seen thee in the sanctuary.
Because thy lovingkindness is better than life,my lips shall praise thee.
Thus will I bless thee while I live:I will lift up my hands in thy name.
Psalms 63 1-4

I have faced many demons this year and still do on a daily basis. I was thinking just a little while ago that I haven't really lived this year..I have survived. Part of me died that day that Ron did, I don't know what it's name was but it had a name because it hurt when it left me.It still hurts but most days I can trudge on throught the pain. This is grief and I know that I have JESUS right there holding my hand. I know where Ron is and for that I will always be grateful. To know where Ron was and to see where GOD took him in such a short time..WHOOOOO!! MAKES ME WANT TO CLEAR OFF A SPOT AND HAVE A SPELL!! GOD IS SO GOOD!! He continues to be good. I will see Ron again someday. We will get to worship and sing praises to our KING. I am a CHILD OF THE KING. Even through all the heartache and the struggles, GOD IS WITH ME, SO WHO CAN BE AGAINST ME!!!!!

AH!!!!! Summer

This is a picture of Ron's cabbage last year. I am not planting cabbage this year, I am not planting corn this year..in fact my garden looks a lot different this year.One thing that is still in my garden is Ron's spirit. I am so sorry it has been so long since I have posted. Kids, therapy..Life has happened!! lol
I was making my coffee this morning and as I was looking out the kitchen window, I saw the bird feeder,our chipmunks and our family of rabbits. I have a country zoo right here in downtown Mayland!! lol I could feel GOD this morning. I have worked all day in my little garden. I have a new phone so as soon as I get the bugs worked out, I will post some pictures. My little garden may have a new face but the same spirit is still there. It is funny, we are kind of the same way. It doesn't matter if we change the exterior, if the interior is still dirty and polluted, then it is still the same.

  JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW!!!